Sentient virus Believed it was doing Only what humans wanted

bars unavailable We can meet at the park under the sun you're only six feet away

quartz timers accusing us of our faults i wish i drank water

growing up, I did not understand the differences between happiness and joy currently, I find, that maybe for me, it's one or another If this, single defining moment, requires me to acknowledge then shift it's okay that I need that fine line [introduction to Waking Up in the Dark or the infinite pit that we … Continue reading times that work best for me →

wouldn't it be nice to drink until we are happy again? unfortunately, it only works like that one time.

Routine preparation In-between moments of clarity Remember: drink water

those of you who have started a thought with “you don't know my pain” “you will never understand how I feel” i think you are right you are absolutebly inconceivably correct everything else is just pedantic mockery your suffering your agony your torment your punishment will be yours and only yours but eventually it will … Continue reading trophywinner →

in the summer i believed in all things hopeful spirits wishing for our fantasies to come true loving others and letting them know how to love me quartz monzonite fevers in the mangled desert hiding in my windowed cabin effervescent forests cackling under the guise of winter “dreams are just dreams” these words - remain … Continue reading the greys and the blacks →

i am not hesitant for you it is my past that makes me afraid because first i must let go of it

There is a place a forbidden and forgotten one underneath iron and stone drenched by blood offered freely This is the place below rock bottom untouched by light freed from anger Within that place no rope nor hands from others can be used to lift out souls rot and fester and boil from misery Men … Continue reading Under the light →